~Sick~

I really don mean to hurt him... I'm just scared! Is hard for me too~ Having Fever at 38.8 degrees... Having cough, running nose, vomiting,... Is painful.....

~Pain & Crying Is Always My Ending~

Once again the pain is back~ I very painful~ Just like a knife stab into me but now is not me but my heart.... I really love him~ Why is this going to end this way~ What happen to the 1314 520? I really hate it to end this way~ IS VERY PAINFUL!!!!! I really want to emo and cut myself~ but i promise him i wont do it~ But it is really hard to stop myself but i try... I try anything for him~ When he send me the msg, it really break my heart... Now cutting my hand has no pain cause the pain is in my heart~ Why must this happen to me? Why cant I have a happy ending? My Love For You Is Still The Same~ Never Ever Change A Bit~ Q_ H__ ~ T~T
Love: Fion~

Angry

I HATE MYSELF FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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~Pain And Sad~

Why must I always be the one that get hurt ? Is really very painful~ Crying everyday but it no use~ I must be happy no matter I'm sad or hurt.... Cause I really don't want people near me to worry for me~ I really feel like dying sometime but still I will be stop~ I hope I can just die~ No more mood to write...

T.T

I was thinking should I die but in the end I never but I EMO and cut myself 10 times~ I cry and cry~ The guy say : " Noboby cares about you cause your a loner if you have a friend than there a breakthrought for since cause you bought them from the mall guess you don know what i mean so to summarise it, it means you a loser that has no friends " Now I know... I'm a loser~

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