Love or Pain

The only love i get is from God, my church friends... No one else know mii better than them... How i wish things good be more better to mii... Nothing much is in my mind now... So Ya~

T-T

why cant i just have a life that is not this way? why must all my friend back-stab me ? WHY ?

Tears Because Of Sad

It has pass so long.... But why... Why cant i forget him? Someone help me please.... I really wish to forget it.... But I just cant.... Why must I be born.... How i wish to ___.... Tears just cant stop coming down.... I hate myself... T-T

~Back With Pain~ More Pain~

I really don know what to do... He have leave me and don talk to me... All my friend are ignoring me... What can i do? Why must my life be this way? School work....stress, House work....more stress,Friends....more more more stress.... Why cant i just stop crying.... In school i cry, at home i cry... I cry like everyday... T-T

lol = lack of love

last post...... cause i'm dead and my blog is too....

~Pain Is Always Coming Back~

I really don know what to do... I had cry for a few days.... But I still cant forget him..... Y-Y I really miss him.... T-T Hope he talk to me soon~

~Pain~

LOVE IS PAIN, LOVE HURT, LOVE IS KNIFE...... LOVE IS SOMETHING THAT HURT MY HEART...... PAIN IS 2X NOW.... MY HEART IS GONE.... MY HEART WILL NEVER BE BACK... IT JUST BEING TAKE AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK......



~~~~~PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~

~Sick~

I really don mean to hurt him... I'm just scared! Is hard for me too~ Having Fever at 38.8 degrees... Having cough, running nose, vomiting,... Is painful.....

~Pain & Crying Is Always My Ending~

Once again the pain is back~ I very painful~ Just like a knife stab into me but now is not me but my heart.... I really love him~ Why is this going to end this way~ What happen to the 1314 520? I really hate it to end this way~ IS VERY PAINFUL!!!!! I really want to emo and cut myself~ but i promise him i wont do it~ But it is really hard to stop myself but i try... I try anything for him~ When he send me the msg, it really break my heart... Now cutting my hand has no pain cause the pain is in my heart~ Why must this happen to me? Why cant I have a happy ending? My Love For You Is Still The Same~ Never Ever Change A Bit~ Q_ H__ ~ T~T
Love: Fion~

Angry

I HATE MYSELF FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol

(^(oo)^)

LoL

Nothing Here

~Pain And Sad~

Why must I always be the one that get hurt ? Is really very painful~ Crying everyday but it no use~ I must be happy no matter I'm sad or hurt.... Cause I really don't want people near me to worry for me~ I really feel like dying sometime but still I will be stop~ I hope I can just die~ No more mood to write...

T.T

I was thinking should I die but in the end I never but I EMO and cut myself 10 times~ I cry and cry~ The guy say : " Noboby cares about you cause your a loner if you have a friend than there a breakthrought for since cause you bought them from the mall guess you don know what i mean so to summarise it, it means you a loser that has no friends " Now I know... I'm a loser~

(^(oo)^)

T.T

Today a bit sad~ T.T Really Sad~ My friend from primary school just call me and scold me for nothing......... T.T When going home today nearly fainted ~ Sad~ Yumay that time having a fight with me but in the end she just talk to me like nothing have happen~ She keep using me!!!! I am really very angry..... I don't want to friend her..... but i don know how~ HAIZ~~~ HELP ME~!!!!!!!!~

Sad ??? Angry ??? Happy ???

Yesterday I went out with Yumay and Rujia....... We went to take photo~ Haha~ After that Rujia went home and Yumay come my house.... I teach her how to sing and we think of new dance step..... Haha~ >.<



NOTHING TO WRITE LE.......

Tears is coming out everyday~

Tears is coming out from my every single day~ My eyes hurt a lot...... I tried cutting myself but still no use~ Crying is the only thing I can do..... nothing much to say..... FEEL LIKE CRYING AGAIN~

=.=

Today very sad~ My best friend betray me~ I want to kill her~ T.T nothing much today..... After school when home..... Sit there do nothing...... T.T

In tear right now~

Everyday living with the same old things and the same old time~ T.T I'm tired of this...... I wish i'll just be gone~

^-^

Haha~ So long never post blog now feel very new~ Hmmmmm.... My sec sch was AWESOME~ I love my new school~ LOL~ I just left my primary school not long and I miss it so much already~ I must find one day and go back to school~ Ya~ I did not go church much now~ Sometime bacause busy and sometime can't face someone~ Ya~ So not much to say~ Bye~

New school~ ^,^

Today was AWESOME~ Today was the last day of camp~ I will miss my Fac but I think I can still see them in school~ I WILL MISS THEM~!!!~ REALLY~!!!~

Haha~ But I miss the most is my KORKOR~ =(